raw raw raw

you tore at my heart
until it ripped away
and exposed my rawness

you grabbed at it's messiness
and forced me to feel it
i almost died with all this emotion

and now i am left with nothing
but this wall surrounding my heart
that you once broke

i am a hollow shell
waiting to be cracked
waiting to be filled
waiting waiting waiting
to be whole

i long for your keys
to unlock this fury
of emotional constipation
to ease myself with a shovel
to dig deep deep deeper

lend me your touch again. please.